“My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?
Why are you so far from saving me,
so far from my cries of anguish?
My God, I cry out by day, but you do not answer,
by night, but I find no rest.”
~ Psalm 22:1-2
Is there anything much worse than God’s apparent silence when your heart is breaking,
or terrified, or wounded and betrayed ?
Where is He, the One who promised to never leave your side, when life is spinning out of control, and your heart is pounding in your mouth,
and your mind is screaming with what-if’s ?
Have you ever prayed until you had absolutely nothing left…and then, still…only silence?
I give up!